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On a sunny couch, we piece together the stories of our life.
Long waiting lines during the pandemic, it seemed an eternity until treatment for my dissociative disorder.
I created a virtual therapist’s couch in a nice sunny spot.
Listen to us rambling on about everyone we still carry a torch for. Leave a comment if you like.

But before you dive into my memories, find a blanket.
Brew some hot drink – hug a pillow!
I use trigger warnings, but some things may be upsetting.
LATEST BLOG POSTS
Cherry blossoms in my heart
TRIGGER warning – violent assault, threats, child sexual abuse, manipulation. This is out of context unless the blog has been read in a chronological order. Bianca, 6 years old: A soft wind caresses my face and cherry petals carried by it swirl everywhere. I skip to catch the petals, as I walk down the street…
Whispers from lost days
This is out of context unless the blog has been read in a chronological order. Bianca, teenager: High summer and not a cloud in the sky. A soft breeze sways the branches of the trees as we walk slowly down the old familiar road. It’s such a beautiful day, but I feel empty. I’m taking…
Tiger Cub
TRIGGER warning – bondage, forced sedation, threats and physical violence. This is out of context unless the blog has been read in a chronological order. Bianca: It was so vivid. I was in my teens and I wrote about it in in my diary. I dreamed I found a cardboard box in our living room.…