Etikett: ritualabuse
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House of Night
TRIGGER warning – child sexual abuse, cult abuse. This is out of context unless the blog has been read in a chronological order. Guinevere: It’s a solemn looking house, old stone towering so high it blocks out the sun. You’re standing on the first step of stairs leading up to an ornamented door. It’s cold…
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Angry man, the Avenger
TRIGGER warning – Forced nudity, child sexual abuse, physical violence. This is out of context unless the blog has been read in a chronological order. Guinevere Tall grass is swaying in front of a big wooden barn. Behind the barn I see fields upon fields until the horizon. On the other side of the barn…
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Body triggers for switching alter
HUMONGOUS TRIGGER WARNING – torture, child sexual abuse I’ve wanted to write about this for a long time. If you were abused by the same cult as me – or a similar one – this could be vital information for you. I’m starting to be more co-conscious with alters that I have. One thing I’ve…
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Wild Dusk
Day and night, day and night, day and night. Night and day, night and day, night and day. Day and night… I’m balancing on the stone ledge of a flowerbed, singing those words over and over. It’s a monotonous melody and I feel slightly hypnotized. I no longer hear what other people tell me (”Stop…
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Stairs to my nightmares
BIG Trigger Warning – Cult stuff, child sexual abuse, physical abuse I see them in my dreams sometimes. Stairs, leading down. Hard corners and sharp edges, such that will really hurt you if you trip and tumble. The unforgiving kind. I always wonder what I’m doing there. I would never go to a place like this…
Writing our heart out 